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mrsronweasley) wrote2002-10-19 11:51 am
mrsronweasley) wrote2002-10-19 11:51 am
On Life and Why It Changes So Rapidly.
Given the nature of my mood swings, I am almost qualified to be carted off to St. Mungo's and given a room right next to the Longbottoms.
Hello. This is Happy Liz writing. Sad and Depressed As All Hell Liz disappeared sometime in the course of yesterday, and sends her fondest farewells to you all and hopes to never see you again.
Yes. I belong in a nuthouse. But before you agree, hear me out.
So, yesterday I kept thinking about what I wrote, and why I wrote it. I wrote for a very good reason. But I went about it the wrong way. I realized that even if I'm afraid that I will lose myself in this fantasy world - and HP is a fantasy world, as much as I hate to admit it - the people are so very real. And so very, very wonderful. After I came back from clubbing (and, no, didn't see either Re or Sirius, but I would have said hi for you all), happy that I had finally done something, even if it cost me my trip to Hastings (*le sigh*), I decided to see what I had wrought.
And I ended up talking to people until, oh, 4 in the morning. My time. And I just wanted to thank those of you that I talked to last night - and you know who you are - from the bottom of my heart. Because you helped me so much, I cannot even begin to say. You are all to be worshipped as Gods of People, because I seriously needed that. And I don't care that I got five hours of sleep, because I feel infinitely better. And I believe that I can deal with this. I am simply going to make a few rules for myself, and stick with them.
Oh, and to make my mood even better, Jadis finally got a livejournal last night! So, please, everyone welcome the ever amazingly wonderful![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
jadis31. She rocks my world. And now she will rock yours, as well.
And it was decided that I need to marry Glow Boy (whose real name we don't like, so we're sticking with this) so that the aforementioned Jadis can tell him of the conversation that she and I had about me needing to make him beautiful bed candy, not just eye candy, as well as about how Marie, Theresa and I wanted him to get off with that other boy at the party. Yes. She said that by that time he'd know that I was a total faghag anyway, so he would probably just laugh.
Now, how to say hello?..
And on it goes, and life rolls on, and Liz goes on...
And I only realized this morning just how late you were doing to your work. And I feel all guilty for detaining you now. *sigh* Good luck next week - we'll be here when you come back and are in dire need to e-massages and for the scattered pieces of your brain to be picked up. Heheh... No, but seriously, you will be fine. You will come out stronger in the end. Really. You will. *mwah!*
Hello. This is Happy Liz writing. Sad and Depressed As All Hell Liz disappeared sometime in the course of yesterday, and sends her fondest farewells to you all and hopes to never see you again.
Yes. I belong in a nuthouse. But before you agree, hear me out.
So, yesterday I kept thinking about what I wrote, and why I wrote it. I wrote for a very good reason. But I went about it the wrong way. I realized that even if I'm afraid that I will lose myself in this fantasy world - and HP is a fantasy world, as much as I hate to admit it - the people are so very real. And so very, very wonderful. After I came back from clubbing (and, no, didn't see either Re or Sirius, but I would have said hi for you all), happy that I had finally done something, even if it cost me my trip to Hastings (*le sigh*), I decided to see what I had wrought.
And I ended up talking to people until, oh, 4 in the morning. My time. And I just wanted to thank those of you that I talked to last night - and you know who you are - from the bottom of my heart. Because you helped me so much, I cannot even begin to say. You are all to be worshipped as Gods of People, because I seriously needed that. And I don't care that I got five hours of sleep, because I feel infinitely better. And I believe that I can deal with this. I am simply going to make a few rules for myself, and stick with them.
Oh, and to make my mood even better, Jadis finally got a livejournal last night! So, please, everyone welcome the ever amazingly wonderful
jadis31. She rocks my world. And now she will rock yours, as well. And it was decided that I need to marry Glow Boy (whose real name we don't like, so we're sticking with this) so that the aforementioned Jadis can tell him of the conversation that she and I had about me needing to make him beautiful bed candy, not just eye candy, as well as about how Marie, Theresa and I wanted him to get off with that other boy at the party. Yes. She said that by that time he'd know that I was a total faghag anyway, so he would probably just laugh.
Now, how to say hello?..
And on it goes, and life rolls on, and Liz goes on...
And I only realized this morning just how late you were doing to your work. And I feel all guilty for detaining you now. *sigh* Good luck next week - we'll be here when you come back and are in dire need to e-massages and for the scattered pieces of your brain to be picked up. Heheh... No, but seriously, you will be fine. You will come out stronger in the end. Really. You will. *mwah!*
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I hope the new Plan for KIXing Depression's Arse goes well.
So hey, welcome back. :)
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Anyway, after I got off the IM, I very stupidly went next store where they were about to watch "Clueless," so really there was nothing I could do. I pretended to read plays during it, but in reality it was probably better for my sanity than actual studying. I had a great time. It was nice.
I am soooooooo glad you're better. Continue to be so! And remember the next time that you're not that this proves you will be soon. It is still ENGLAND, after all!
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hehe...i love that movie. glad you had fun, then - and believe or not, i completely forgot that it was friday! of COURSE no work should be done on a friday night! sheesh. the nerve. heh.
therapeutic and fun - the best kind of talk. ;)
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awwwwww..... you are too sweet. now i have to be entertaining. that should be... different.
And it was decided that I need to marry Glow Boy
yes, you do. there is no real way around it. sorry. and maybe we can get him to change his name. possibly to... oh... i don't know... Re?
Now, how to say hello?..
you could always go with "nice boots. wanna fuck?" it is rather a classic.
XO,
Jadis