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mrsronweasley) wrote2002-10-24 10:56 pm
mrsronweasley) wrote2002-10-24 10:56 pm
On...ummm...huh.
So, this might sound abrupt and sort of sudden, and possibly it's because I'm on the tipsy side, but no, it kinda started earlier, and it might change, hell, I don't know, but right now I really feel that I like Marie. Like, like her. That hasn't happened since Tali (or, later, actually...) Huh. I don't know. It's weird...I mean, I know that it shouldn't surprise me, but it does...is that weird? That it surprises me? Why do I sound so surprised? Maybe it's because just today I was drooling over Glow Boy? And, I mean, he's still beautiful as ever (and we did make eye contact that lasted longer than 2 seconds in class), but there's...Marie... And it's sort of...huh. Ok. You're wonderful. And I can see myself with you.
I almost blurted something out when I was even more tipsy, but rightly held my tongue. Things like that should not be blurted out. Not to the person about whom you're blurting them. But here, I can blurt. So, there. I have said it. I like Marie.
I wonder if that'll change. I wonder if I'll feel the same thing in the morning. Maybe. Because I felt it this morning, as well. And last night. But now it's stronger.
I think I have finally, fully understood the meaning of being bisexual, or, as Houie puts it, omnisexual. But it's more than that - with men, I find many of them attractive, and it's easier for me to be attracted to them, but with women, it's more specific. But no less stronger for it. There was Tali. There was Katie, freshman year. There were a few others. And then there's Marie. But unlike with all the others, here...I almost have a chance. That's...that's...wow.
I can't think anymore. I just...I like it. I like it a lot. Wow.
What's your name: Liz, or, if you prefer longer, Yelizaveta
What do you wish your name was, instead: I like it. So, nothing else.
Nicknames: Lizka, Zius’ka, Ziusik, Chizhik (my mom...)
Birthdate: June 9, 1982
So that means you're how old? Well, the math isn’t really that hard...20.
Eye color: Right now, dark blue.
Hair color: Black, baby! Teehee...
Hobbies: Writing, reading, being online for way too much, staring at asses
Siblings: Older sister, 26
Pets: None, ever. (Parents...)
Do you have a roommate? No - mwahahahahahahaha!
How are you: Hungry, but otherwise am good. Thanks for asking.
Would you ever eat sushi? Oh, God, I love it. I haven’t had in over a year. I miss it.
Would you ever eat sushi off a naked body? Mmmmmm....
Have you considered homosexuality? Yes, wheeeeeee!
What's your sexual preference? Both. Right now, she is. :)
What were you in a past life? A leper. Hell, I haven’t a clue!
I punch you. Quick, what do you do? “Ow, what’d you do that for?!”
When confronted with Britney Spears, you...? Laugh and walk away.
What's your favorite coffee? Tea.
What's your political perspective? Kill All Stupid.
Are you my Angel? No, but now I have that stupid song in my head, thanks a lot! Sheesh.
Do you consider yourself a poet? *snort*
What do you wanna be when you grow up? A writer. I know... *rolls eyes*
There's a naked man in your living room. What do you do? Well, what does he look like? Umm, I mean, throw him some clothes...right...that’s it...
Can you feel the love tonight? It’s morning. I haven’t even had tea yet.
On a nude beach, you would...? Ogle, wearing a bathing suit.
Make up a story with yourself, a bridge, and a bunny:
Monty Python, what?
Are you smart? I’m sorry, could you repeat the question?
Do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge? Let’s just say that every time you get a letter from me, it contains a certain amount of droolage (but all behind the stamp...) I can just see David going “oh, ew.”. :-P
Do you keep a journal? This one only.
Do you like cotton candy? Nope, never have.
What instruments can you play? What’s your definition of ‘can’?..
Do you like to dance? Yes. Very much so.
Do you like to sing? I love it. I haven’t done enough of it in the past six months. I miss it a lot.
Are you any good at it? Yes.
Do you like where you live? Right now, I love it. When I go back, I will want to kill myself at some point.
Are you organized? Yeah, right. Ok.
Do you sleep with socks on? If I start out that way, in the morning they’re off, anyway.
Are you shy? Depends on the situation.
Do you talk to yourself? All the fucking time. Why, don’t you?
Are you a morning person? Yes. Sometimes. And a night owl.
Are you a virgin? No, why?
Where do you wanna go? Where everybody knows your na-aaame... Oh, actually? Ireland. Whoopee!
Ever...
Been kissed? Yes.
Been on stage? Yes.
Been dumped? Haven’t you?
Dumped someone else? Yes.
Gotten in a car accident? Not when I was driving.
Been in love? I’ll get back to you on that one...
Either/Or..
Coffee or hot chocolate? Hot chocolate or tea.
Big or little? Ummm...
Lace or satin? Satin.
New or old? Ok, help me out here, WHAT are we talking about?
Jeans or cords? Jeans, unless the cords are really really nice.
Sweater or sweatshirt? Sweater. I hate sweatshirts for some reason.
T-shirt or tank top? Tank top.
Skirt or dress? Depends on my mood.
Rose or Lily? Remus.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Not yet... *giggles*
Do you have a best friend? Mmm, yes.
In the last 48 hours, have you...
Cried? Nope. Surprise!
Helped someone? Umm, can’t remember, actually...
Bought something? Smirnoff Ice and lots and lots of food.
Gotten sick? No, and let’s keep it that way.
Gone to the movies? No, but we finally got HP tickets! Yes!
Gone out for dinner? No, can’t afford to.
Said "I love you"? Yes.
Written a real letter? Nah...
Moved on? Miraculously, yes.
Talked to someone you have a crush on? Yeeesss... :)
Had a serious talk? See above.
Missed someone? Yes, if it’s possible to miss someone you’ve never actually met.
Hugged someone? No... *le sigh* Well, e-hugged, which can also be really therapeutic.
Fought with a friend? No, thank God.
Do you.....
Wear eye shadow? No. Actually, I’ve been told that my lids look like they have a little silver make-up, so, apparently, there’s no need. Huh.
Put on a "front"? Oh, probably. Probably without intending to.
Kiss on the first date? Cannot tell you the last time I had an actual date...
When's the last time you showered? An hour ago.
Are you tired? I’m always tired, believe it or not.
Are you lonely? Sometimes. Sometimes often.
Are you happy? Depends on when you ask me. Right now, yes.
Are you wearing pajamas? No.
Are you talking to someone online? No, but when I read this survey of Moony’s, I was talking to Jadis.
What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse? Well, up until my heart did this little weird thing, it was GB. Now, it’s MH.
Love life: Will hopefully get there.
Sweetest thing that special someone has ever done for you: Been there for me when I needed it.
Juicy Stuff
Have you ever skinny dipped? Nope.
If so, been caught? ...
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? No, but sounds like fun...
If so, when, and was it mixed company? ...
Have you ever been intoxicated? Yes.
Favorite place to be kissed? Ummm...the lips.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?" No. Well, what kind of something are we talking about?
Are you a tease? Not that I know of.
Long or short hair? Depends on who it is. But I am a sucker for guys with long hair.
Dark or light hair? Depends on the person, yet again.
Eye color: Hazel or green.
Short or tall? Tall. Or, tallish.
Sensitive or Funny? A bit of both - the sense of humor HAS to be there!
Good or bad? Ultimately good, but has to have a ‘bad’ side.
Piercings? Yes, but not too many. But yes.
Perfume: Nothing that makes me keel over.
Tan or fair? Somewhere in between.
Outdoorsy or indoorsy? Ummm...
Feature you notice first: The whole ‘package’, I guess, but I do love the eyes.
Are you a...
Wuss: Sometimes, I hate to admit it, but yes. But not as much as I used to be.
Daydreamer: Oh My God, am I ever. Yes.
Alcoholic: Nope, no current plans to become one, either.
Freak: Why, thank you. Yes, I believe I am. At least according to 80% of the population.
Dork: Are you kidding me? Take a look around... I revel in my dorkiness.
Bitch/Asshole: I can be. Believe me.
Brat: No, not really.
Sarcastic: No.
Goody-goody: Those days are looooong goooone...
Angel: Oh, please.
Horny: Yes. Quite often, in fact.
Friend: Yes, and I hope I’m a good one.
Adventurous: Depends on the adventure...
Joker: Hmm?
Pimp/Playa: Errr...nooooo...
Call-girl: This is my corner, do you mind?
Flirty: I can be.
Friends I’m going to write about the online friends, because none of you know my RL friends, anyway, so it wouldn’t be interesting to you...
Prettiest: Well, seeing as how I haven’t actually met a lot, this might not be the right ‘answer’, but Anna is very lovely.
Bitchiest: That would be...Jadis? Houie? You wanna fight it out? Hehe... I love you both, just so you know. ;)
Sweetest: Well, damn, you want me to choose? Katie...and Linda...and David...and Jadis...and...hell, I can’t choose. There are more.
Smartest: Not falling for that one.
Best hair: GinnyPotter.
Best butt: Don’t tempt me.
Flirtiest: Actually, I have no idea...
Bad girl: I’m not really sure... Any takers?
Bad guy: See above.
Cutest: David. CoKerry is adorable, too.
Loudest: Melissa. *cackles* She rocks.
Funniest: Ok, this is just evil. Funniest? Ummm...Ok, Z crax me up on a pretty regular basis... Linda does, too. Very much so.
Most dramatic: Ummm... I don’t know. Houie, maybe? *blows kiss*
Most sarcastic: Ok, Linda takes the prize there.
Most ballsy: Jadis.
Go to for advice: Linda, Jadis... Well, a lot of people around here give great advice, actually. You all rock.
Word association:
Rubber gloves: Rubber ducky. Don’t ask. Because I haven’t a clue, myself.
Rock: The Rock. As in, the movie.
Green: Grass. I’m boring, I know.
Wet: You don’t want to know.
Cry: Baby. (I guess that makes me the biggest baby of them all...)
Peanut: Butter.
Hay: Rolling in it.
Hot: Shower.
Cold: Sniffly.
Steamy: R/S smut. No, I’m not kidding you.
Fast: See above.
Freaky: Weirdo.
Stick shift: My sister. *shrug*
Rain: Jane Eyre.
Bite: Yes, please.
Suck: You are not serious... My mind’s in the gutter 95% of the time, what do you think I will associate this word with?
Blow: Oh, it just keeps getting better... Job.
Hard: Ok, this needs to stop.
Extra long: Stick. There.
Limp: *sigh* Not going there.
Needle: Arm.
Oral: Coral. So, huh!
Honey: Marie, because she likes honey.
I almost blurted something out when I was even more tipsy, but rightly held my tongue. Things like that should not be blurted out. Not to the person about whom you're blurting them. But here, I can blurt. So, there. I have said it. I like Marie.
I wonder if that'll change. I wonder if I'll feel the same thing in the morning. Maybe. Because I felt it this morning, as well. And last night. But now it's stronger.
I think I have finally, fully understood the meaning of being bisexual, or, as Houie puts it, omnisexual. But it's more than that - with men, I find many of them attractive, and it's easier for me to be attracted to them, but with women, it's more specific. But no less stronger for it. There was Tali. There was Katie, freshman year. There were a few others. And then there's Marie. But unlike with all the others, here...I almost have a chance. That's...that's...wow.
I can't think anymore. I just...I like it. I like it a lot. Wow.
What's your name: Liz, or, if you prefer longer, Yelizaveta
What do you wish your name was, instead: I like it. So, nothing else.
Nicknames: Lizka, Zius’ka, Ziusik, Chizhik (my mom...)
Birthdate: June 9, 1982
So that means you're how old? Well, the math isn’t really that hard...20.
Eye color: Right now, dark blue.
Hair color: Black, baby! Teehee...
Hobbies: Writing, reading, being online for way too much, staring at asses
Siblings: Older sister, 26
Pets: None, ever. (Parents...)
Do you have a roommate? No - mwahahahahahahaha!
How are you: Hungry, but otherwise am good. Thanks for asking.
Would you ever eat sushi? Oh, God, I love it. I haven’t had in over a year. I miss it.
Would you ever eat sushi off a naked body? Mmmmmm....
Have you considered homosexuality? Yes, wheeeeeee!
What's your sexual preference? Both. Right now, she is. :)
What were you in a past life? A leper. Hell, I haven’t a clue!
I punch you. Quick, what do you do? “Ow, what’d you do that for?!”
When confronted with Britney Spears, you...? Laugh and walk away.
What's your favorite coffee? Tea.
What's your political perspective? Kill All Stupid.
Are you my Angel? No, but now I have that stupid song in my head, thanks a lot! Sheesh.
Do you consider yourself a poet? *snort*
What do you wanna be when you grow up? A writer. I know... *rolls eyes*
There's a naked man in your living room. What do you do? Well, what does he look like? Umm, I mean, throw him some clothes...right...that’s it...
Can you feel the love tonight? It’s morning. I haven’t even had tea yet.
On a nude beach, you would...? Ogle, wearing a bathing suit.
Make up a story with yourself, a bridge, and a bunny:
Monty Python, what?
Are you smart? I’m sorry, could you repeat the question?
Do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge? Let’s just say that every time you get a letter from me, it contains a certain amount of droolage (but all behind the stamp...) I can just see David going “oh, ew.”. :-P
Do you keep a journal? This one only.
Do you like cotton candy? Nope, never have.
What instruments can you play? What’s your definition of ‘can’?..
Do you like to dance? Yes. Very much so.
Do you like to sing? I love it. I haven’t done enough of it in the past six months. I miss it a lot.
Are you any good at it? Yes.
Do you like where you live? Right now, I love it. When I go back, I will want to kill myself at some point.
Are you organized? Yeah, right. Ok.
Do you sleep with socks on? If I start out that way, in the morning they’re off, anyway.
Are you shy? Depends on the situation.
Do you talk to yourself? All the fucking time. Why, don’t you?
Are you a morning person? Yes. Sometimes. And a night owl.
Are you a virgin? No, why?
Where do you wanna go? Where everybody knows your na-aaame... Oh, actually? Ireland. Whoopee!
Ever...
Been kissed? Yes.
Been on stage? Yes.
Been dumped? Haven’t you?
Dumped someone else? Yes.
Gotten in a car accident? Not when I was driving.
Been in love? I’ll get back to you on that one...
Either/Or..
Coffee or hot chocolate? Hot chocolate or tea.
Big or little? Ummm...
Lace or satin? Satin.
New or old? Ok, help me out here, WHAT are we talking about?
Jeans or cords? Jeans, unless the cords are really really nice.
Sweater or sweatshirt? Sweater. I hate sweatshirts for some reason.
T-shirt or tank top? Tank top.
Skirt or dress? Depends on my mood.
Rose or Lily? Remus.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Not yet... *giggles*
Do you have a best friend? Mmm, yes.
In the last 48 hours, have you...
Cried? Nope. Surprise!
Helped someone? Umm, can’t remember, actually...
Bought something? Smirnoff Ice and lots and lots of food.
Gotten sick? No, and let’s keep it that way.
Gone to the movies? No, but we finally got HP tickets! Yes!
Gone out for dinner? No, can’t afford to.
Said "I love you"? Yes.
Written a real letter? Nah...
Moved on? Miraculously, yes.
Talked to someone you have a crush on? Yeeesss... :)
Had a serious talk? See above.
Missed someone? Yes, if it’s possible to miss someone you’ve never actually met.
Hugged someone? No... *le sigh* Well, e-hugged, which can also be really therapeutic.
Fought with a friend? No, thank God.
Do you.....
Wear eye shadow? No. Actually, I’ve been told that my lids look like they have a little silver make-up, so, apparently, there’s no need. Huh.
Put on a "front"? Oh, probably. Probably without intending to.
Kiss on the first date? Cannot tell you the last time I had an actual date...
When's the last time you showered? An hour ago.
Are you tired? I’m always tired, believe it or not.
Are you lonely? Sometimes. Sometimes often.
Are you happy? Depends on when you ask me. Right now, yes.
Are you wearing pajamas? No.
Are you talking to someone online? No, but when I read this survey of Moony’s, I was talking to Jadis.
What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse? Well, up until my heart did this little weird thing, it was GB. Now, it’s MH.
Love life: Will hopefully get there.
Sweetest thing that special someone has ever done for you: Been there for me when I needed it.
Juicy Stuff
Have you ever skinny dipped? Nope.
If so, been caught? ...
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? No, but sounds like fun...
If so, when, and was it mixed company? ...
Have you ever been intoxicated? Yes.
Favorite place to be kissed? Ummm...the lips.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?" No. Well, what kind of something are we talking about?
Are you a tease? Not that I know of.
Long or short hair? Depends on who it is. But I am a sucker for guys with long hair.
Dark or light hair? Depends on the person, yet again.
Eye color: Hazel or green.
Short or tall? Tall. Or, tallish.
Sensitive or Funny? A bit of both - the sense of humor HAS to be there!
Good or bad? Ultimately good, but has to have a ‘bad’ side.
Piercings? Yes, but not too many. But yes.
Perfume: Nothing that makes me keel over.
Tan or fair? Somewhere in between.
Outdoorsy or indoorsy? Ummm...
Feature you notice first: The whole ‘package’, I guess, but I do love the eyes.
Are you a...
Wuss: Sometimes, I hate to admit it, but yes. But not as much as I used to be.
Daydreamer: Oh My God, am I ever. Yes.
Alcoholic: Nope, no current plans to become one, either.
Freak: Why, thank you. Yes, I believe I am. At least according to 80% of the population.
Dork: Are you kidding me? Take a look around... I revel in my dorkiness.
Bitch/Asshole: I can be. Believe me.
Brat: No, not really.
Sarcastic: No.
Goody-goody: Those days are looooong goooone...
Angel: Oh, please.
Horny: Yes. Quite often, in fact.
Friend: Yes, and I hope I’m a good one.
Adventurous: Depends on the adventure...
Joker: Hmm?
Pimp/Playa: Errr...nooooo...
Call-girl: This is my corner, do you mind?
Flirty: I can be.
Friends I’m going to write about the online friends, because none of you know my RL friends, anyway, so it wouldn’t be interesting to you...
Prettiest: Well, seeing as how I haven’t actually met a lot, this might not be the right ‘answer’, but Anna is very lovely.
Bitchiest: That would be...Jadis? Houie? You wanna fight it out? Hehe... I love you both, just so you know. ;)
Sweetest: Well, damn, you want me to choose? Katie...and Linda...and David...and Jadis...and...hell, I can’t choose. There are more.
Smartest: Not falling for that one.
Best hair: GinnyPotter.
Best butt: Don’t tempt me.
Flirtiest: Actually, I have no idea...
Bad girl: I’m not really sure... Any takers?
Bad guy: See above.
Cutest: David. CoKerry is adorable, too.
Loudest: Melissa. *cackles* She rocks.
Funniest: Ok, this is just evil. Funniest? Ummm...Ok, Z crax me up on a pretty regular basis... Linda does, too. Very much so.
Most dramatic: Ummm... I don’t know. Houie, maybe? *blows kiss*
Most sarcastic: Ok, Linda takes the prize there.
Most ballsy: Jadis.
Go to for advice: Linda, Jadis... Well, a lot of people around here give great advice, actually. You all rock.
Word association:
Rubber gloves: Rubber ducky. Don’t ask. Because I haven’t a clue, myself.
Rock: The Rock. As in, the movie.
Green: Grass. I’m boring, I know.
Wet: You don’t want to know.
Cry: Baby. (I guess that makes me the biggest baby of them all...)
Peanut: Butter.
Hay: Rolling in it.
Hot: Shower.
Cold: Sniffly.
Steamy: R/S smut. No, I’m not kidding you.
Fast: See above.
Freaky: Weirdo.
Stick shift: My sister. *shrug*
Rain: Jane Eyre.
Bite: Yes, please.
Suck: You are not serious... My mind’s in the gutter 95% of the time, what do you think I will associate this word with?
Blow: Oh, it just keeps getting better... Job.
Hard: Ok, this needs to stop.
Extra long: Stick. There.
Limp: *sigh* Not going there.
Needle: Arm.
Oral: Coral. So, huh!
Honey: Marie, because she likes honey.
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And I'd say it's perfectly possible to think Glow Boy is gorgeous while still Liking Marie. Whatever happens (and after all, you never know), good luck honey. *hugs*
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(Anonymous) 2002-10-24 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)"I wonder if that's a typical thing among bisexual people, to find one gender more attractive 'as a gender' and one gender attractive on an individual level"
i like both on individual levels only...hmm, i wonder if it's just me?
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But-- good for you! And if everyone else is telling you to go for Glow Boy, I say go for Marie. You already know you get along well, she sounds absolutely adorable, and you're so cute talking about her.