i'm too old to do that anonymous bit (heehee) but yes, you are way too hard on yourself. trust the voice of experience here: relax, chickie. don't freak out so much about about the ridiculous, stupid shit life throws at you.
it's just shit, baby, so treat it as such. :-)
and my big secret? when i was in the army back in the 80s, i turned in my roommate who was suspected of being a lesbian. i was a fuckin' idiot and i gave in to the pressure of our company's officers harasssing me and said yes, she was a lesbian even though i had no evidence. even though i didn't really believe it. i just wanted them to get off my back.
she hated me from that day forward and i can't say as i blame her one bit.
it's without a doubt the biggest, stupidest thing i've ever done in my life. it doesn't even matter about the lesbian thing--it's the turning in my friend bit that eats away at me. i don't do that sort of thing. and yet, i did.
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it's just shit, baby, so treat it as such. :-)
and my big secret? when i was in the army back in the 80s, i turned in my roommate who was suspected of being a lesbian. i was a fuckin' idiot and i gave in to the pressure of our company's officers harasssing me and said yes, she was a lesbian even though i had no evidence. even though i didn't really believe it. i just wanted them to get off my back.
she hated me from that day forward and i can't say as i blame her one bit.
it's without a doubt the biggest, stupidest thing i've ever done in my life. it doesn't even matter about the lesbian thing--it's the turning in my friend bit that eats away at me. i don't do that sort of thing. and yet, i did.
*sigh*