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Well, like I already told some of you, the celebration was shortlived. Once that essay was out of the way - an experience all in itself, you wouldn't believe what they make you do before you hand it in, the damn bureaucrats - I realized I had at least 500-600 words left on my other one, and a whole 4000 words to do for my last one.

For Thursday.

Running away seems like an appealing option.

I want to damn my tutor to hell and back for forcing that reading on me. If it hadn't been for that, I would be fine right now. But I'm not. I'm NOT, because I don't even know what my thesis IS on this one, and it's due the day after tomorrow, and I just want to... just...

Cry. I just want to cry. That's it.

Addendum:

1) Second essay is done. Remarkably, it turned out longer than I anticipated, and is at the right word count of 3,914. Amazing, that. It's probably crap, but hey, it's done.

2) I actually have time for breakfast. Another amazing thing.

3) Random tidbit: someone submitted a rec-form to the Kingdom, saying we need "Whom He May Devour".

Excuse me a moment.

*pauses, sighs deeply*

I KNOW!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAH! I still can't believe that we have the archive of the best R/S with NO ANNE! "Whom He May Devour" is my favorite piece of fanfiction EVER, but I wasn't able to get a hold of her - she's been "missing" since, what, Christmas? We can't have it without her permission. It's just tragic. I don't know what to do. It still upsets me. So, those of you wondering why we don't have it - it isn't because we don't like it. It is astounding. It's because we don't dare archive it without permission. *sigh*

Anyway, I am off to have breakfast and then kick my tutor's behind.

Thank you for the support. It's what's keeping me going. Thank you.

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Awww, Ni! That was so sweet! And yay, Christian's doing my bidding - AND being lovely at the same time!

Honestly, don't feel useless. This is something that I just have to get through, but knowing that you care is enough, it really is.

I love you very much, too. *HUGS*

The crazy-psycho in me, I guess, you´ve been adopted by my "caring-big-sister" self *shrugs* scary isn´t it?

No, it's lovely! I feel honored. Really. :D

And I saw the lovely pictures - *siiiigh* Thank you. Brillian pictures, and I do so love non-muscly Christian Bale. So pretty...

*HUGS*

First of all, my sympathies. Second, you'll get through this. I believe in you.
xxx xxx xxx

Thank you, dearest. I know that I have to get through this, and thus, I will. It'll just be...very very hard. But thank you. *HUGS*

Oh, love.

*wishes she was there to hug you in person a whole hell of a lot*

But you've done your second essay, and you WILL get through this. Eating and arse kicking are both very good. And I'm here if you need me.

*hugs more*

Well, you already know what you'll get, just for being you. :D

*hugs and loves*

I'm feeling with you and I wish I could do something better than send hugs and good thoughts your way. Still, I'm sure you will manage it.

*Hugs*

Thank you, Sabine! I hope you're right. And having hugs and thoughts sent my way does help, believe it or not. :)

*hugs*

*HUUUUUUUUGS*

*POUNCEHUGS*

*adds to what is fast becoming a scrum rather than a hug*

also, (stop me if you already have done this, I havent checked and I guess I should but...) why don't you just link to that fic under a title like 'recommended fics we couldnt archive here because the author is AWOL' or maybe something shorter...

xxx

*hugs back*

And as for the other thing - I just wrote about that in the new entry. Basically, it would be weird to link it to that site because it IS a private site, and just...meh. Yeah. I've thought about it, but had to let the idea go. :-/

Whom He May Devour - WHERE can i get THIS?

See new entry. :D