On Being Drunk. Again. *giggles*

[mrsronweasley]

Well, we celebrated Theresa's birthday today. Which is why I'm drunk. Wheeeeee! Am a happy drunk, that's fairly obvious. It's very fun, I have to say. Can't type very well, though... We bought a bottle of wine, and an 8 pack of Smirnoff Ice (I had two, as well as a glas of wine, and a shot of something or other). I'm woooooozy... The girls thought it was the funniest thing, and I am such a lightweight.

But in any case, I almost blurted out to Marie that I liked her. Again. I should not do that. However, I did hint at the fact that I haven't been feeling very heterosxual lately...which she thought was a good thing, but coming from a biased perspective. She is gay. I'm lucky that she is. But that still doesn't mean that anything will happen. In fact, I know it won't. I don't think I challenge her enough intellectually, which is what she is looking for. And she is not a needy person, meaning that she doesn't need someone else... And I have decided that the friendship is more important right now, to all of us. I don't want to fuck it up. So, I will keep my feelings to myself.

I just wish she wasn't so damn wonderful, and that I didn't want to kiss her so much. Arhg. Argh, rather.

IN any case, we had a wonderful day. We first went to the beach, sat there on the rocks., each one in her own little world. The waves were fucking enormous, and absoltuely gorgeous. It was one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen. It got very cold, though, so we got up and began walking back towards the main town, and we could barely do it, because the wind was righ tin our faces and soooooooooo strong. Then, we looked for a nice coffee shop, while I suffered cramps, and finally ended up at some place where I got tea, just so I would feel better, and then went to this organic food place where Theresa could get free trade coffee, and Marie a vegan meal (she's allergic to everything under the sun, the poor girl). It was wonderful.

I adore this place. Can I just tell you? I am so fucking happy I am here. It was the best. I think I might come back here after I leave. I have to. it feels like home now.

In any case, then we went to the grocery store, then Theresa went to mass, the good Catholic girl that she is, and then at 8, we went to her place, with my stereo system, and had a small dinner, and a very large dessert, consisting of the two cakes we made yesterday. And wine. And Smirnoff Ice. And the shots. And it was fun - very very fun. And Marie rocks my world. *sigh*

I told Theresa that I like Marie. She thought it was very understandable, and that Marie has that alluring personality, and that she is cute as all hell. Which she is. She's beautiful. And has a lip ring. Heh.

Dammit. Ah, well. I'll be fine. I will be.

And I'm drunk right now. I'm the sort of drunk that will tell people that she loves them. I stopped at 'I do like you guys!'. They laughed at me. I laughed, too. I know people are stupid when they're drunk. but that was my plan for tonight. To get drunk.

I have succeeded.

I want Marie.

I really really want Marie.

I am going now.

Love to ALL.

P.S. Am I the only one who can't get onto the Quill?! I got on ONCE, and there was no one else on the boards, which never happens. Argh.

P.P.S. I think at some point I will devote a whole entry to Marie...just because I want to...

Comments

[arborealis.livejournal.com]

I am glad you are drunk, and pleasantly so. Oh, how I miss you! A lot. Even online. What's with THAT?

I've been lying low for a bit, but now midterm week is OVER and I am RETURNING HARDCORE! Woohoo!

With Marie...proceed cautiously, and do NOT proceed while drunk. Just a word of warning. You have a whole year in your wonderful place...friendship really is something to enjoy for a while first.

If you want to not like her, start trying to think of reasons why. That usually works pretty well:-P

Miss you, talk to you SOON

[(Anonymous)]

tell us more about marie. what kind of things does she like? what does she look like? i am very curious! :)

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

i miss you, too! and as soon as my work is done (hopefully, tomorrow), we will talk. oh, we will talk. in the meantime, you could always finish that email... heh, scared you, didn't i? *mwah!*

*love*

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

see above. :)

[sekhmet2.livejournal.com]

::hugs:: You sound like such a hoot when you're drunk! It's been some time since I've been in that state, but I used to be a pretty happy drunk too. And, like you, I was always such a lightweight that it didn't take much. I remember taking a header right down the stairs at a frat party once and thinking it was the funniest damn thing in the world as I was sitting at the bottom of the staircase with my drink still in hand. >_<

I am thrilled to death for you that things seem to be proceeding well with Marie. As one of your other friends said though, proceed with caution. Things that are worth having are worth waiting for, and Marie certainly sounds like a person worth waiting for. You know that I wish you the best as far as that--she would be the lucky one, in my opinion. Just take it slow and I think that you will find it all will work out in the end. Even if nothing romantic develops, you will still have a friendship to treasure with someone who sounds like a fantastic person.

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

i am STUPID when i'm drunk. but not so stupid that i can't completely filter what i say or do. (if that were the case, i would have already confessed everything to her and even made a pass, which would have been received with a horrified stare and something along the lines of "here's some water. drink. get the hell away from me." yoikes. but i am a fun drunk, i will tell you that much. ;)

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[sekhmet2.livejournal.com]

As I said, I think that we would have *too* much fun should we ever go out to a club together. Probably so much that it would be scary. But still fun!

Maybe the next time you come to the Cities, we can plan to go out and do something more than just have coffee. I know there are some really fun clubs downtown. However, I think they would likely fall down if the Nerd Queen ever set foot inside....