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mrsronweasley) wrote2002-10-30 08:18 pm
mrsronweasley) wrote2002-10-30 08:18 pm
On Going Home.
Just wanted to point out how excited I am about going home. I get to see the NY GALs again, which will be such a blast, and I get to possibly see ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
arborealis (hopefully), and, and...yay! That is very exciting. Oh, how I wish that we could meet, too, but I'm guessing that for now that's rather impossible. But there's spring! Oh, baby, there's spring.
The only downside to going home is...going home. I know that sounds horrible, but I left with every intention of staying away until June. I did not expect this interruption. It's like crashing back to Earth. I don't want to go home. I just don't. There are several reasons, and they're all probably horrible, but there you are. This place is like a haven right now. Leaving it even for three weeks is very very hard. I know it's not for a while, and I might feel differently when the time comes, but...but.
Ah, well. At least I won't have to feed myself, which is always a nice break to have. Heh.
God, that's weird, though. Huh.
Ok, back to brighter things -
The new SQ mods are abusing their power so much, it's fantastic. We're only doing it on one thread, but it's fun as all get out. *cackles* Oh, you all know what I'm talking about. One-liners ahoy! And we get to be blue. That's fun.
And VoxM made my day today. That's all I have to say about that.
I did laundry for free! It was wonderful - it helps to have friends in places where there are free washers and dryers... *cackles* I also cleaned my room (out damn spot!) and rearranged it, so that now I don't have to drag the desk lamp to my chair whenever I want to read in bed. It's great. Incidentally, my room now looks like Marie's. Huh.
~*~
And now for something completely different...
~*~
Why is that whenever I have a relationship, the other person inevitably becomes more attached than me? What is wrong with me, that I can't fall in love "back"? I ask you. Why? Why?! I feel awful. But there's nothing I can do. Besides, I'm 3000 miles away. That is a lot of miles.
That is a lot of strings.
arborealis (hopefully), and, and...yay! That is very exciting. Oh, how I wish that we could meet, too, but I'm guessing that for now that's rather impossible. But there's spring! Oh, baby, there's spring. The only downside to going home is...going home. I know that sounds horrible, but I left with every intention of staying away until June. I did not expect this interruption. It's like crashing back to Earth. I don't want to go home. I just don't. There are several reasons, and they're all probably horrible, but there you are. This place is like a haven right now. Leaving it even for three weeks is very very hard. I know it's not for a while, and I might feel differently when the time comes, but...but.
Ah, well. At least I won't have to feed myself, which is always a nice break to have. Heh.
God, that's weird, though. Huh.
Ok, back to brighter things -
The new SQ mods are abusing their power so much, it's fantastic. We're only doing it on one thread, but it's fun as all get out. *cackles* Oh, you all know what I'm talking about. One-liners ahoy! And we get to be blue. That's fun.
And VoxM made my day today. That's all I have to say about that.
I did laundry for free! It was wonderful - it helps to have friends in places where there are free washers and dryers... *cackles* I also cleaned my room (out damn spot!) and rearranged it, so that now I don't have to drag the desk lamp to my chair whenever I want to read in bed. It's great. Incidentally, my room now looks like Marie's. Huh.
~*~
And now for something completely different...
~*~
Why is that whenever I have a relationship, the other person inevitably becomes more attached than me? What is wrong with me, that I can't fall in love "back"? I ask you. Why? Why?! I feel awful. But there's nothing I can do. Besides, I'm 3000 miles away. That is a lot of miles.
That is a lot of strings.