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mrsronweasley ([personal profile] mrsronweasley) wrote2002-10-30 08:18 pm

On Going Home.

Just wanted to point out how excited I am about going home. I get to see the NY GALs again, which will be such a blast, and I get to possibly see [livejournal.com profile] arborealis (hopefully), and, and...yay! That is very exciting. Oh, how I wish that we could meet, too, but I'm guessing that for now that's rather impossible. But there's spring! Oh, baby, there's spring.

The only downside to going home is...going home. I know that sounds horrible, but I left with every intention of staying away until June. I did not expect this interruption. It's like crashing back to Earth. I don't want to go home. I just don't. There are several reasons, and they're all probably horrible, but there you are. This place is like a haven right now. Leaving it even for three weeks is very very hard. I know it's not for a while, and I might feel differently when the time comes, but...but.

Ah, well. At least I won't have to feed myself, which is always a nice break to have. Heh.

God, that's weird, though. Huh.

Ok, back to brighter things -

The new SQ mods are abusing their power so much, it's fantastic. We're only doing it on one thread, but it's fun as all get out. *cackles* Oh, you all know what I'm talking about. One-liners ahoy! And we get to be blue. That's fun.

And VoxM made my day today. That's all I have to say about that.

I did laundry for free! It was wonderful - it helps to have friends in places where there are free washers and dryers... *cackles* I also cleaned my room (out damn spot!) and rearranged it, so that now I don't have to drag the desk lamp to my chair whenever I want to read in bed. It's great. Incidentally, my room now looks like Marie's. Huh.

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And now for something completely different...
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Why is that whenever I have a relationship, the other person inevitably becomes more attached than me? What is wrong with me, that I can't fall in love "back"? I ask you. Why? Why?! I feel awful. But there's nothing I can do. Besides, I'm 3000 miles away. That is a lot of miles.

That is a lot of strings.

[identity profile] soupytwist.livejournal.com 2002-10-30 01:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Just reiterating here... *hugs* and don't you dare feel guilty.

As ever, email *anytime*, honey.

[identity profile] mrsronweasley.livejournal.com 2002-10-31 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
no guilt here, then. :) oh, and just as an aside - sam and i talked yesterday, and it was good. it doesn't seem like there any strings. just friendship with a possible expectation for more when i come back. relief, thy name is liz.

*HUGS*

[identity profile] soupytwist.livejournal.com 2002-10-31 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, goodgoodgood. :D

[identity profile] alanna-granger.livejournal.com 2002-10-30 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Yar, our General-Abuse-of-Power-and-Total-Disregard-for-SQ-RULZ thread is ROXing my SOX. *grins* Still have to figure out what ghost I am...

[identity profile] mrsronweasley.livejournal.com 2002-10-31 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
mwahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

well, i don't know about you, but, apparently, i'm the perverted ghost who will haunt dumbledore's guest quarters just to see...well, you know. heh.

we ROX.

[identity profile] percy-weatherby.livejournal.com 2002-10-30 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Reorganizing rooms always seems to be a stress-relieving act to me. Every time I get worried, I move furniture around. Maybe it's the same for you?

Ah, Cathartism :)

[identity profile] mrsronweasley.livejournal.com 2002-10-31 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
you know, i think you might be right! i also clean for that reason. i just feel better afterwards.

makes you wonder why i don't do it more often... hehe... laziness. it's all about laziness.