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mrsronweasley ([personal profile] mrsronweasley) wrote2002-12-02 12:33 pm

Bah!, says I.

BAH!

That is how I'm feeling right now. Bah.

Had a really fucked up dream, but I did get to kiss Alan Rickman in it... And, the funnist thing is, the one thing I kept thinking was "Oh, Linda's going to kill me!" That, and he had this weird lower lip thing going, it was split, or something. I dunno. It was weird. He was wearing his Snape get-up, though.

Overall, mood has not improved - (un)aided by insomnia. The heater is blasting in my room, so I have the window open all the time. It's still hot as hell (hey, that actually works). And when I have too many things on my mind, I can't sleep anyway. And I get even hotter. Gah. There comes a point, where I realize that I'm worried about something by my body temperature. So, I was lying in bed yesterday, trying to figure out what it was that I was worried about.

1) Jadis - check
2) Essay due tomorrow - check
3) Money - check (or, rather, I wish there was a check...but it's all about wire transfer...)
4) Logistics involved in getting to/through/back from Italy - check/check/check

All in all, I couldn't fall asleep till about 4, then had to wake up at 9. I actually got up at 11:20. Still not enough sleep, though.

This day is going downhill already...

Oh, and Sam was supposed to call last night, but never did. Bah on him, too.

And FUCKING PEOPLE NEED TO STOP LOOKING OVER AT MY SCREEN!!

God, that pisses me off! And I try to show it, too - I stare back at them until they quail. Because, dammit, eyes off. My personal space. These 3 feet are my space.

(Bitch, bitch, bitch...)

God, I cannot wait to be at home, alone in a room with my computer and no one to bother me. It'll be beautiful.

Moving on...

Yes, so life sucks at the moment. It should get better soon, but...

Ah, well.

I try not to care, but then, that's the whole problem, isn't it?..

[identity profile] mrsronweasley.livejournal.com 2002-12-02 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh well, I hope it was good for you.... ;-)

It was weird. That's the sad part. It was just odd. But there were nice parts...except for the whole grotesque lower lip thing...hmmmm... So, don't be too jealous. ;)

Darius sounds like a very possesive boy. ;) Adorable, though!.. Wish him the best as you haul him off your lap AGAIN...awww...

*hugs* (will email back soon!)

[identity profile] sekhmet2.livejournal.com 2002-12-05 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
::grins:: Well, at least Alan was in the dream, even if the kiss wasn't exactly up to par. I had a dream about him some time back and he kissed me--whoa! It was incredible--I could still feel it when I woke up, it was that realistic. I have such weird dreams.

Darius is a possessive boy--he wants his mom, that's for certain. Nobody comes around, except for Jewel and he will let her up, but not on my lap. It's nice that he's so protective though--makes me feel better when I'm at the hotels for dog shows. I think he'd tear somebody up if they tried to hurt me.