On failed plans.

[mrsronweasley]

Bah. Drinking plans fell through. Shite. And tonight, of all nights - the ONE night that I allowed myself to not feel guilty on. Sam gave me his permission, even though we both knew I didn't actually need permission - I just needed someone to tell me that it was ok to not feel guilty ALL the friggin' time. So, when I was asked if I wanted to go drinking later on, I said "YES". But the plans fell through. Wah. I wanted a pint, dammit.

So, I have been going crazier and crazier lately. It's like a vicious circle, all that I have to do. It's just - too much. Too much. I was breaking down today, and emailed Sam, who promptly called me. And then the stream was off.

I don't fucking care anymore. I really don't. I could get a job - I could not. I know I can borrow money. That's it. I am through giving myself an ulcer, this is ridiculous. And yet, the guilt is still sitting there...eating away at my insides...cackling... *shudders*

So, to take my mind off things, I wanted to drink. Oh, well. Some other time.

I have, however, drawn Legolas, as I see him in the books. It's just a small sketch, but it makes me happy. And Eowyn - she has a sword. Heh. I'm actually going to attempt to CG her using Photoshop - never tried it before, and I'm sure it'll come out looking completely horrible. But, goshdarnit, it should be fun.

In any case, speaking of the Elf - everyone should see this loverly picture by Houie. How adorable is that? Awwwww... And, pssst, look at the bottom right corner... :)

Oh, man, ghosting while talking to other ghosts online is way too much fun to be allowed. Oh, the snarxism...and the bitching...and the whining. Mwahahahaha...

Oh, and the summit is really happening. And wow, you'll really be there. Wow. You'll be HERE. HERE. Wow.

~*~*~*~

The reunion of Merry & Pip and Legolas & Gimli is just about the cutest thing I have ever read. Oh my God. Those four are just...gah. I can't decide who I love more - Merry or Pippin. But I really do adore them.

I need to get a life.

I also need to get more hummus, thanks to the Fucking Food Thief. My hummus has been finished. Not only is half of my cheese in some unknown stomach right now, but so is the rest of my hummus.

I hate people.

But not all of them. Just most.

Night!

Comments

[ashavah]

Oh, man, ghosting while talking to other ghosts online is way too much fun to be allowed. Oh, the snarxism...and the bitching...and the whining. Mwahahahaha...


Oh, I can just imagine. >-D

Yours in fanfiction,

JK

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

Oh, I can just imagine. >-D

*cackles*

[cabari.livejournal.com]

I heart you, honey, and I wish I was there with you, sure an we'd be out getting drunk off out arses. Be good to yourself and don't feel guity all the time, you have my permission on that.

Oh, and by the by, DOYLER CAME BACK OH MY GOD THAT WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER. So beautiful I cried. A lot. God I'm pathetic.

<3 <3 <3!!!

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

I heart you, honey, and I wish I was there with you, sure an we'd be out getting drunk off out arses.

Oh, man, that sounds amazing. I wish we could. Waaaaahhhhh...

Oh, and by the by, DOYLER CAME BACK OH MY GOD THAT WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER. So beautiful I cried. A lot. God I'm pathetic.

*incoherent gah noises* *scales the wall of fiction* I cried a lot, too. Actually, I grinned a lot at that part - and forgot all about the rest of the world, and couldn't even THINK about anything else. It was ridiculous. I cried later. That part was...well. It's been re-read over and over and over... You're not pathetic. You *get it*.

What cheer, eh?

*love*

[hallie2985.livejournal.com]

*blinks* Isn't drinking the point of university? Dammit, I'm obviously behind the times! :o). I hope you feel better soon. In the meantime, if you can't have a pint, have a pint of butterbeer instead.

:o)
Hallie

[soupytwist.livejournal.com]

It's definitely okay not to feel guilty, and if you ever require someone to say so lots of times then you know where I am. *hugs*

Oh, man, ghosting while talking to other ghosts online is way too much fun to be allowed. Oh, the snarxism...and the bitching...and the whining. Mwahahahaha...

Hee hee hee, I can imagine. Mwhahahah indeed.

And the reunion of Merry and Pippin and Gimli and Legolas is one of the biggest things I'm looking forward to seeing on the big screen. Dude. It's just... awwww. "My companion, who, alas, is overcome with weariness..." - dig in the ribs - hehehe.

Wouldn't it be nice if some of Madam Pince's spells to protect books could be put on food, so if the Food Thief strikes again they'll... glow pink or something?

And dude. Summit. Seriously. Wow.

*LOVE*