It is that time of the year again.

[mrsronweasley]

It is Tuesday, June 3rd. I'm in a pretty good mood, I'm wearing a cute summery dress that I accidentally got for free at Kohl's last summer (I swear to God, I didn't notice! She didn't scan it! I have very bad store karma, now!) and I haven't done this for a while.

So, it is back! (Back again.) Anonymous posting: whatever you feel like saying*: how you feel about the weather, the state of the world, the state of fandom, the state of your innards. Anything goes! Talk amongst yourselves, talk to me, squee, sigh, and yearn! Whatever comes to mind!

*Caveat: NO BEING MEAN TO PEOPLE. *stern look* Mean comments will be deleted!

Okay. Go for it. \o/

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

It's raining, I've put lots of sugar in my tea, and my feet have these really gross but strangely fascinating blisters on them and I kind of want to jump my best friend a little. I...man, I win. *wins*

[madam-minnie.livejournal.com]

I know you said anonymous posting, but just had to say that cute summery fun dresses that are free are always cause for celebratory posting. :D Squees with ya!

[(Anonymous)]

I am quite happy this morning! I have no idea why, I just am. *twirls*

Also, I can't wait to see you!!!!!!

[manley1.livejournal.com]

You have NO IDEA how happy I am that it's summer! Warm weather! Long days! Summer clothes!

*twirls also*

[(Anonymous)]

I uploaded three new icons of my latest obsession last night, bringing my grand total to 42.

I sort of want to upload more, but the geek in me wants to keep it at that number. (The perv in me wants to wait until I can add 27 more. *waggle*)

[(Anonymous)]

This will probably reveal me to anyone on my friends list, but I still feel the need to say it. Maybe it was childish of me, but I desperately needed some kind of reassurance on a post I made the other day and received nothing. I watch as other friends make similar posts and get 30+ comments, including comments from me, trying to make them feel better and not one of those people bothered to comment on my post in return.

I know it's just a livejournal post, but it actually really hurt to realize that, despite the fact that I put myself out there for people I consider close friends, they won't do it in return.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm in love. ♥

[(Anonymous)]

I am meeting a boy on Friday. I'm pretty sure I'm going to be single forever, but it is nice to have prospects :)

(as a side notes: momentary angst- we used to be so close! I miss you! wtf happened! Actually I know it was probably my disdain for LJ in general plus my cavalier attitude towards friendship a while back, but still, just so you know, I miss you/love you/am happy that you are happy/want to sleep on your sofa and eat meat jelly again :)

[misspamela.livejournal.com]

I want s'mores.

[bohemian--storm.livejournal.com]

Can I be generally bitchy if it's not directly mean to anyone and I leave my name on it? Liiiike...

Whoever is smoking their disgusting cigarettes out onto the fire escape needs to fucking stop, because I'm tired of my bedroom reeking like cigarette smoke and I'm about two seconds from flying out my window, down the fire escape stairs and smacking said person in the face. :D

I get that maybe they don't want their place to smell like smoke, but then GO OUTSIDE. Smoking out the window directly below mine just makes my place smell like it. And it's gross.

[(Anonymous)]

oh my god, seriously, i am still not over how my entire friends list is filled with REALLY HOT GIRLS. okay, and a couple of awesome guys, but. REALLY HOT GIRLS. i love you, fandom!

[(Anonymous)]

I feel so disconnected from fandom and it SUCKS. It's a little scary, too, to not be in love with a show, a pairing, a fandom, porn! I miss the constant fic reading, I miss the drive to write-write-write, and I think back to what it used to be like, and really wish I'd find the next big show that takes over my soul. Like. SOON.

[(Anonymous)]

I want to have sex with my co-worker. It won't happen for a variety of reasons, mostly because he's gay and I'm a woman, but that still doesn't stop me from thinking about it all the time lately. Every time I see him, I get this barely controlled urge to just do things to him and it's making work kind of difficult, yet strangely exciting at the same time.

[(Anonymous)]

I WANT AN IGLOO.

your token anonymous lust confession comment

[(Anonymous)]

I think I'm infatuated with toft_froggy.

I think about her all the time.

There's something about her that makes me want to debauch her, like, like I want to turn her into someone so overcome that she'll have trouble remembering she ever had other priorities. I just want to - I want her to be infatuated despite her better judgment. I want to see this look in her eyes, like she absolutely can't stop, like she's scared, like she's elated, and like she's angry, and bitter, and lustful. But mostly - and I can't believe I'm typing this, because I know at least a few people for whom this is a huge squick - I want to see her look smitten. Like I daydream about being the one who says "say it". I daydream about what happens to her face when she hears that.

[(Anonymous)]

You don't know who I am! I feel so free! I can say whatever I like!

Um. YOU SUCK. OMG I HATE U SO HARD.

OK, that's a lie. I totally don't hate you. I sort of love you a lot.

Also? Sort of related is that there are people in the world who kind of like it when other people are unhappy with them. They feel that maybe they're unhappy, but they are not the only one.

But then when you get happy, they get annoyed and angry and can lash out. This DOES NOT make you wrong in any way. It makes them shitty. Because although it sucks to be in a bad place, being passive-agressive at your happy-friends is a mean and shitty thing to do. If you have a problem, be direct. Being passive agressive is not ok.

...

YOUR MOM.

[(Anonymous)]

I have the weirdest thing to confess. Looking through Afterellen.com Hot 100 yesterday kind of made me doubt my proclaimed bisexuality. It wasn't that I didn't find some of the women on the list hot, quite the contrary. I mean, did you see that picture they used of Sara Ramiez? WOW. But I kept dismissing a lot of women because, if I'm being honest, they reminded me too much of someone I know. Take for instance Katee Sackhoff who is undeniably beautiful and has an incredible body but damn, she reminds me of several people I know, went to school with and so on.

So I did start to question my commitment so to speak. Am I labeling myself bisexual when all my girl action seems to come from admiring women who are exotic to me and therefore can logically be categorized as unattainable?

Or maybe it's just not the women? I haven't even had a tiny crush on anyone I regularly associate with for the longest time, a guy or a girl.

:(

[(Anonymous)]

I haven't been in love with someone for a couple of years, at least not in a relationship that was reciprocal. And I miss it. I miss the hugging, kissing, close contact. I miss going to work in a good mood and coming home in a better one because I get to talk to someone I feel that close to. I miss having someone hug me when I'm down because they love me, and not because they're related to me.

I just feel like it's never going to happen for me again and it sucks.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm waiting for a sign.

[(Anonymous)]

I have a crush on somebody! It's kind of awesome. I haven't had a crush on someone I've known in real life in a really long time, so I kind of feel like the kid at the sleepover who thinks her/his crush is the most interesting thing ever to happen. Except I'm not that kid, so there's no sleepover where I get asked who my secret crush is. It's slightly less fun having a secret crush when it's actually a secret!

[(Anonymous)]

I'm not enough for the person I'm seeing. Not smart enough, not pretty enough, not familiar enough with the things they love, not caring enough or interesting enough or sexy enough or anywhere near emotionally stable enough.

But I'm keeping them instead of letting them find someone worthy, because I'm selfish and in love.