I will not spam, LJ, I will not spam LJ, I will not -

[mrsronweasley]

Oh, who the fuck am I kidding.

So, two reasons why I'm excited and am smapping...er...spamming LJ.

1) I have written out many ideas on the essay and now feel more confident about it, and with a total of sixteen working hours that I have laid aside for it, it should all be fine and I will be working on this thing with this thing, and then picking up this thing with a clear conscience and no guilt overshadowing my enjoyment of this place.

2) My fingers are my favorite things at the moment, typos notwithstanding. I drew again. And, oh holy crap, does this new picture blow the last one completely out of the water. I'm not bragging. I'm just so - fucking - excited, I can hardly sit still. I mean, shit. This picture is so close to what I've always wanted to draw that I'm just about to lose my head from happiness. It will probably look like crap in the morning, and anyway, I'm not done with it yet, but FUCKING HELL, I love it right now, and the only thing that's bothering me about it is Sirius's face, because it's at a really hard to draw angle, but I will fix that, and the reason that I know that is that my fingers and wrist have been OBEYING me, finally, FINALLY, after MONTHS of not doing that.

I mean, I just sat there, with "Eastenders" in the background (I have sunk low, but I really didn't want to watch Bagdhad being blown to pieces, it was one or the other), and it just flowed. Flowed and flowed. Now, I had a model for one of them. I had a picture of a sculpture, to begin with, and it helped set the scene, but then it just...went and went, and the part that I am most proud of is the fact that the other body I didn't draw from a model, but it still doesn't look awkward, it looks GOOD, and I can't believe it. It's just...yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I am insane, but so happy!..

And for those of you that complained (and you know who you are) that Sirius had too many clothes on in the last picture, rest easy. In this one, he doesn't. *cackles* (No, it's not smutty. Just naked.)

Ahhhhhhhh... Eeeeeeeeeee... Wheeeeeeee!

Ok, I am done now. No more spam.

Ohhh, got Monty Python in my head now. Could be much worse, and at least the Spam song is funny.

Comments

[soupytwist.livejournal.com]

Excellent, and YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! There's nothing quite like that moment when your creativity starts working, is there? I'm so glad you've got that. :)

*bounces*

Love you!

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

There really isn't. It's such a great feeling.

Love you too! I've missed you this weekend!

:D

[soupytwist.livejournal.com]

I miss you too. *sniff and hugs* Want to taaaaaaaaaalk to you.

You are totally right that Eastenders sucks, though, whatever Robin says, hehe.

*more love*

[amaterasu.livejournal.com]

Oooh, very excited for you, great that your creativity is flowing, THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH EASTENDERS, hope you post the picture, have fun in Ireland, blah, blah, blah....

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

Thank you, YES, THERE IS - IT SUCKS, just did, enjoy, and I'm sure I will, blah blah blah...

;)

[sekhmet2.livejournal.com]

Who, *me*?!? ::whistles, looks around innocently:: Would *I* complain about Sirius having too many items of clothes covering that delectable body of his?

I can't wait to see this newest drawing, let me assure you. Not just because of Naked!Siri, but because I am so very happy that your creativity is flowing like this. It does my heart good to see you so happy and excited about your art again. ::hugs Liz::

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

Would *I* complain about Sirius having too many items of clothes covering that delectable body of his?

Should I post the email, hon? ;) I've got proof, you can't deny it.

And thank you, you're so wonderful. I miss talking to youuuuuu... (What is that I hear about you being on AIM, hmmm?)

*love*

Re:

[sekhmet2.livejournal.com]

Awww, you *would* do something like that, wouldn't you? ::sticks tongue out:: I need to learn to cover my tracks better....

And yes! I am on AIM now, can you believe it? I have actually set foot into the 21st century. Talk about teaching old dogs new tricks. ;-) I miss talking to you as well, so we'll have to put AIM to good use, eh? My user name is Feawen Nolatari.

speaking of that place

[cybele-san.livejournal.com]

(which has just twisted my gut to see)

i was wondering if i could see the infamous drawing you did for Brilliant Author Man.

just curious, 's all.

minx told me i should give into my impulse to fangirl him. *giggles* omg! you rOx!!!1! plz rite moooooooore! i need a sequel!!!!!!!!!!!11111!!!!!!

what d'ya think? heh.

Re: speaking of that place

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

(which has just twisted my gut to see)

I am so crying when I get there. I will weep till there are no more tears.

Sure, here it is.

*sniffs at her boys*

minx told me i should give into my impulse to fangirl him.

She's evil, isn't she? I think you should go for it. Really. He'll be happy - hey, not like you're stalking him! I really really think you should. Go for it.

OMG, lyke, TOTALLY!!!11!!! *squeals*

Heh.

Re: speaking of that place

[cybele-san.livejournal.com]

ok. weepy again. gah. does it ever get easier?

Re: speaking of that place

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

No.