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[mrsronweasley]

Aww, fuck.

All of mayatawi's talk of HT and clothes and all of her wearing of HOT HOT CORSETS has led me to opening up a new tab, and fuck.

My brain keeps making grabby hands at it. It wants! But it shouldn't, because what if it doesn't fit? And it's kind of pricey! And and and...it's so PRETTY. I don't even know what I'd wear it to. But oh, so pretty!

It would probably look bad. Right? Yeah. Yes. Right. Shouldn't.

Should I?

Wah.

I think it may be my hormones speaking. And the funk I seem to have fallen into. 'Cause I'm all...wah! Want to make self feel better! PRETTY.

Bah.

In other news, my mom, after I came home:

"So, who is that on your background?"

"Callum Keith Rennie, he's Canadian. You like him?"

"Not bad! Only I kept wanting to fix his collar. The entire time. Don't you want to?"

I bit my tongue about what I wanted to do to his collar. I had to work really, really hard not to reveal my true intentions.

Comments

[cabari.livejournal.com]

Well, here's the thing. I would totally never dictate what anyone else can wear or not, and you are totally hot no matter what you wear (seriously, even! You are one of the hottest people like ever). But as for ME, well. Um. Obviously I am a different story and I shouldnt get into my self-esteem issues in Liz's journal.

So! Liz! Totally hot, eh?

[mrsronweasley.livejournal.com]

Yes! Totally hot!

[mayatawi.livejournal.com]

::blushes, hides, etc.::

Heh. I get it. I definitely have days of ::pokey arm:: "Go away!" and shit. But really... in a way, it's like, I've more or less given up on what people think of me. I'm not looking for a relationship. There's no one in my life I really want to impress with how I look. I wear pretty things because I like them, and I make sure, like, my stomach's not hanging out or anything, because that bugs me, but other than that, I just. don't. care.

Which isn't necessarily coming from a healthy mental place, but without all the context of emotional baggage, it's pretty liberating.

Also? You're totally hot, wench. And so is Liz! Hey! We all win!