On peeping people.

Am almost done with "The Fountainhead". It's taking me an appallingly long time because I have to be leading a, you know, LIFE. I've been running around, doing all sorts of stuff like applying for jobs, going to classes, food shopping (so fucking depressing when one has very limited funds to speak of), copying various articles for classes, and, in between, trying to snatch some time to read my f'ing wonderful book.

Reason To Hate Computer Labs #69: Roche sent me a WONDERFUL Slashy LoTR Art link, and she DID warn me not to look at it when people are next to me, but fuck, what choice do I have? So, I had a less "bad" picture open than I could have, but this guy that was sitting next to me looked, saw, smirked, and turned away.

Argh. But thank you, Roche, anyway, for the lovely link! For the curious ones, this is it. Enjoy!

In other news, I've been ok. Haven't seen Marie again, but that's ok. I will at some point. Have been going out every night, so tonight I am having a lovely time in, lounging around, READING, and hoping to write more of this new...story... Different from anything I've written lately. Hopefully, it'll be good... *rubs hands together* Oh, the angst...

I need get away from my PWP's for now, as I've been feeling like it's not exactly the biggest reason I love R/S. It's THEM. And while I love PWP's, and writing them is extremely fun, I want something that shows their relationship better. Ok, I just can't be eloquent right now. Nevermind.

Got very drunk two nights ago. The thing is, Robin's dad makes the best damn elderflower (?) wine, it's absolutely lovely, and sweet, and, as it turned out, very potent. Three glasses and I couldn't walk straight. Where was it when it was New Year's? *sigh* But it was fun. Oh, the irresponsibility of it all. Ha.

I've applied for a few jobs so far, need to do more. I am so scared, having seen my bank account. Fuck.

But, anyway...

Funny, I remember jadis31 posting this Tori Amos line in her LJ, and I just heard it today, while listening to the CD Robin loaned me (along with her DISCMAN, she is so damn nice!) - "So, you can make me come, it doesn't make you Jesus." Heh. I just heard it again, so this wasn't totally off the wall.

I, too, decided to visit Portkey.org. Oh, man. So, THIS is where idiocy comes from! I get it! It's the new root of it. And, yes, we Quillers do make up quotes. However, not a single one of us has been able to come with a gem like JKR saying: "Harry needs [Hermione]...badly."

Please post transcript. NOW. Would love to see that.

Anywho...

I'll be good now.

Have you ever thought that you're living among sheep? That the world really is a horrible, stupid place where idiocy breeds the rest of the great evils of this world? That you were put on this world just to end up banging your head against the wall, afraid that a little more, and you'll dissolve into this world, forget who you are without ever really finding out, and just...just...become one of them?

Isn't that a frightening thought? And what's more frightening is that I don't even know whether or not I'm one of them, and have I always been? I know that sounds horrible and egotistical, but I sometimes hear what people say, and what they do, and I just...I just...want to get a big hammer and blow it all to pieces.

Ok, maybe I should go now.