Dammit all to hell.
Mar. 12th, 2003 08:01 pmSo, I'm suppose to be packing and moving out this Saturday morning because they kick me out of my dorm - along with everyone in that building - for the holidays (all five weeks worth). Well, that's all fine and dandy - except really fucking annoying, gaah - because I'm moving in with a friend for the holidays. Except I feel like crap. Do I really have to go through this every month for the next 35 to 40 years? Besides which, I am quite obviously coming down with the flu which sucks for the following reasons:
1) see above
2) the GALs are coming in a week
3) I'm just in pain. My bones ache, my head's a muddle, and I took a nap that took, er, two more hours than it was supposed to. I just couldn't get my ass out of bed. I think the fact that I had nothing to do helped with that, though.
However, I am not going to let it get me down. Unless it physically prevents me from doing stuff, which I hope it doesn't. I need to pack up my entire room (again I say, gaaaaaaaah) and I need to do laundry tomorrow, big time. I also wanted to scan stuff tomorrow, we'll see if that happens.
I wish my head wasn't a muddle. Bah. I need to beta more (already did half today) but I just can't and I already promised a chapter back today. >_<
I had a dream that my parents knew about my livejournal and at first I thought - well, that's ok, I mean, what are they going to find out, right? And then it all hit me, the 'bisexual' thing being the first on the list and I wanted to kill myself. Luckily, it was just a dream. Like that other dream where I looked in the mirror and saw that my upper arms had expanded to a ridiculous point and screamed: "It's all that cheese!!!" I'm a strange child, I know.
I was SO going to at least start my email to Jamie O'Neill (the saga continues) but seeing as how my mind is completely and utterly scrambled, I shouldn't. Just a bad idea. But I will, because Roche is right - I do really want to. And I'll regret it (or refret it...and refret it...). So, soon. It shall be done. Right now my arms and everything else hurts too much. (At least I don't have an essay due this time!)
And, as a parting thought, I like eye candy. Makes me happy.
And finally -
Anyway, there is this feature which I haven't used yet, so I want to. A poll!
[Poll #111996]
Let's see if this works...
1) see above
2) the GALs are coming in a week
3) I'm just in pain. My bones ache, my head's a muddle, and I took a nap that took, er, two more hours than it was supposed to. I just couldn't get my ass out of bed. I think the fact that I had nothing to do helped with that, though.
However, I am not going to let it get me down. Unless it physically prevents me from doing stuff, which I hope it doesn't. I need to pack up my entire room (again I say, gaaaaaaaah) and I need to do laundry tomorrow, big time. I also wanted to scan stuff tomorrow, we'll see if that happens.
I wish my head wasn't a muddle. Bah. I need to beta more (already did half today) but I just can't and I already promised a chapter back today. >_<
I had a dream that my parents knew about my livejournal and at first I thought - well, that's ok, I mean, what are they going to find out, right? And then it all hit me, the 'bisexual' thing being the first on the list and I wanted to kill myself. Luckily, it was just a dream. Like that other dream where I looked in the mirror and saw that my upper arms had expanded to a ridiculous point and screamed: "It's all that cheese!!!" I'm a strange child, I know.
I was SO going to at least start my email to Jamie O'Neill (the saga continues) but seeing as how my mind is completely and utterly scrambled, I shouldn't. Just a bad idea. But I will, because Roche is right - I do really want to. And I'll regret it (or refret it...and refret it...). So, soon. It shall be done. Right now my arms and everything else hurts too much. (At least I don't have an essay due this time!)
And, as a parting thought, I like eye candy. Makes me happy.
And finally -
Anyway, there is this feature which I haven't used yet, so I want to. A poll!
[Poll #111996]
Let's see if this works...