On Scones and Tea.

So, I will definitely update and talk all about the London trip as soon as I am properly in the mood and am properly awake.

Let's just say that I have seen London. And it was good.

(Well, better than good, but details later, later, later...)

I just wanted to say that the day before we left (that would be Friday), Marie and I walked around Brighton in search of a book for her, and a scone for me. We found both, and that night I had tea and scones in your honor, love, and it was wonderful. :) Yay for scones and tea!

Off to be productive. No, really. I swear...

On Blahness.

So, I know that I was going to update and be all excited and say cool things about London (which really is wonderful), but...but I'm feeling sorta crappy at the moment, and wanted to share.

I guess it comes in waves. I was sort of depressed yesterday, just a bit, in the morning. I got about four hours of sleep, because I was so excited about going that I just couldn't fall asleep, and then in the morning, it was cold, and rainy and altogether too early and I just felt like crap. In fact, it wasn't until we'd been in London for a good two hours that I felt better. (The sun contributed greatly, as did the fact that my headache and earache went away.)

And then I came back, while Marie and Theresa went to this show in Brighton that cost 20 quid and apparently had a great time. I am happy for them. But I was home. And there was no one else around, not really. But I was tired enough to not care that much, and went to bed relatively early. I woke up...did a few things... came to the lab... then left... was reading Wilde, and felt so tired that I feel back asleep and slept until two. And this whole day has been completely unproductive and really really depressing, in a way. I just didn't want to be around anyone. I shut myself up in my room and read, and that was fine, but I felt like I should have been doing stuff, and couldn't make myself. And I'm still feeling like that. Everything that I want to do is not what I need to do. Does that make sense?

Ugh. It's just this crappy state that I get in sometimes, that is partially a result of simple laziness, and partially a result of me not knowing where to start with everything that needs to happen. I shouldn't be complaining, because it's my own fault. I realize this. But...*sigh*. Ah, well.

In a manner of...well, actually, I don't know who, but here goes a list of Good Things, just to put things into perspective:

- having seen London for myself. A life-long dream has actually been realized.
- Jadis (well, she's not a thing, but she is quite an amazing and kickass person, so, she counts...)
- Katie attacking me with a random tacklehug earlier. *mwah!*
- Wilde Wilde Wilde
- my sister calling and us actually having a nice and very friendly conversation for a change
- my parents traveling (my mommy deserves a break, and they are both in Houston now, dad's conference)
- Linda being patient with my emailing (I swear, tomorrow, I will!) and just being, well, Linda!..
- David being generally awesome and happy
- Jadis's evil plot bunny that has actually spawned a beginning (oh, you know what I'm talking about!)
- my single. I adore my single. I can walk around naked and no one will care. It's a beautiful thing.
- my duvet. I'm in love with it. It's the fluffiest thing I have ever slept under, and it keeps me so toasty warm.
- tea and scones
- my new hat (will discuss later...)
- Houie being wonderful, as usual, and working on the site
- finally sending in the halloween contest entry. I don't think I'm eligible to win anything, but I know at least one person who'll enjoy it... (*coughcoughZsenyacoughcough*)
- Katie and me starting a 'sappy perv' club. We rewl.

That was a very random list, and in no particular order (although, looking at it, I feel like people should come before things...which, I guess, generally they did...)

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... That is my general state at the moment. Blahness. It sucks.

I want a hug. Seriously. I just want a hug.